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Had a nice spot of violence with some zombies earlier, that was fun.
Angelcakes_bcd and Cordelia didn't join us after we went for a drink. Not that I minded not having the poof over, but Chase sure is a fine bird. (tastes good too ;-))
So what's going on?
Got distracted?
//firewall to everyone//
When I find that bastard MacDonald I'm gonna rip his throat out and turn his spine into a backscratcher. What, just cause I'm all soul having now I'm supposed to be all nice to a guy that... He played with me, made me believe that what I did actually had any meaning. That ...
I just wanted to have some purpose you know. To be able to look HIM in the face and be someone.
What sodding use is it really... Back to being nobody.
It was just nice to think I had a destiny... even if only for a while. Should have known better I guess. Not like it's some bloody news.
It's ... I know destiny's crap, that you make your own future.
But sometimes... sometimes I just want to be someone.
Wonder if Angelcakes_bcd meant it when he said I was a hero, or was that just another crack...
//end firewall//