HAAAAAAAAA
What's been going on, Livejournal?
I still read you multiple times a day.
Spike being gone has not been as devastating as I thought it would be. I don't know why. I thought I would be crying more. I do wish I could get my stupid fucking external harddrive to work so I could get pictures and videos from the last three years off of it :C
o Valentine's was nice. Nick gave me a pretty necklace
Vintage gloriousness
o I am running out of money. I don't get nearly enough hours at the gym. have I covered this?
My boss doesn't do the schedule. my 17year old coworker does. For the week of february I have had 5 or 7 hours/week. She gave the girl who has not been working there as long as me 9/week. She gave herself 15. HaHAAAAA. I have dreams about kicking her in the face. I have tried to ask my boss why this happened. He doesn't know. She leaves passive aggressive nots about what needs to be cleaned at the gym and notes to jason that IO inevitably see saying I should talk to her if I have "anything else to say" because Jason "has too much on his plate right now".
Get your head out of his ass. jesus.
Looking for jobs sucks. Everything that looks like it might be something ends up requiring extensive previous experience, has crazy hours, or is on daniel island (fuck that noise)
I really don't want to have to quit this job before I can find another one. ohhohoho i hate everything
o Nick is thinking about moving back in with his parents. I don't know. He's sick of living with three cats. Jim is supposedly taking Penny to his new job though
I need your opinion elgay. Nick frequently(frequently?) talks to his ex girlfriend on facebook messenger. I know he's not cheating on me or anything because he will do it while I'm sitting right next to him. But who talks to their ex that much? It seems like every time I see he's talking to someone on facebook it ends up being her. That's probably an exaggeration but that's just how it feels. So that makes me think to much and all my sweet sweet insecurity claws its way to the surface. What is he talking to her about? me? their old relationship? our relationship? planning secret rendezvous..es? Does she have a boyfriend? does he know or care that she often talks to an exboyfriend? I wouldnt say I'm jealous....I'm just giving the whole situation a hard side eye
also I have gained weight and feel physically disgusting 24/7. so that's awesome.
and now I have lost interest in typing
I still read you multiple times a day.
Spike being gone has not been as devastating as I thought it would be. I don't know why. I thought I would be crying more. I do wish I could get my stupid fucking external harddrive to work so I could get pictures and videos from the last three years off of it :C
o Valentine's was nice. Nick gave me a pretty necklace
Vintage gloriousness
o I am running out of money. I don't get nearly enough hours at the gym. have I covered this?
My boss doesn't do the schedule. my 17year old coworker does. For the week of february I have had 5 or 7 hours/week. She gave the girl who has not been working there as long as me 9/week. She gave herself 15. HaHAAAAA. I have dreams about kicking her in the face. I have tried to ask my boss why this happened. He doesn't know. She leaves passive aggressive nots about what needs to be cleaned at the gym and notes to jason that IO inevitably see saying I should talk to her if I have "anything else to say" because Jason "has too much on his plate right now".
Get your head out of his ass. jesus.
Looking for jobs sucks. Everything that looks like it might be something ends up requiring extensive previous experience, has crazy hours, or is on daniel island (fuck that noise)
I really don't want to have to quit this job before I can find another one. ohhohoho i hate everything
o Nick is thinking about moving back in with his parents. I don't know. He's sick of living with three cats. Jim is supposedly taking Penny to his new job though
I need your opinion elgay. Nick frequently(frequently?) talks to his ex girlfriend on facebook messenger. I know he's not cheating on me or anything because he will do it while I'm sitting right next to him. But who talks to their ex that much? It seems like every time I see he's talking to someone on facebook it ends up being her. That's probably an exaggeration but that's just how it feels. So that makes me think to much and all my sweet sweet insecurity claws its way to the surface. What is he talking to her about? me? their old relationship? our relationship? planning secret rendezvous..es? Does she have a boyfriend? does he know or care that she often talks to an exboyfriend? I wouldnt say I'm jealous....I'm just giving the whole situation a hard side eye
also I have gained weight and feel physically disgusting 24/7. so that's awesome.
and now I have lost interest in typing