well, just name me a dumb fuck.

Mar 17, 2005 00:22

i'm a fucking retard. straight up.

i decided, for some stupid ass fucking reason, probably cuz riyath toldme that i needed to talkl to her, to check out tina's lj. you know. old times sake, or some shit, just to see if shes as fucked up as i am.

turns out shes pretty torn up. says shes vulnerable and all that. says that she is emotionally unstable. then brings up her guy. i've dubbed him dan v. 2

saysing she cant be the same without him.

that little pieces of him will stick with her forever and always if they break up

how she'd shatter without him, and lose herself.

how she'd finally found out what deep true love meant. (that one hurt)

i dont know why. i dunno. its...im fucked up. fuck. im shaking. god damn her. who the fuck is she that she did this to me?

a quote she posted said that apologies are pretty much always accepted, without a word. i wonder...

i posted a comment. i commented on her exquisitely beautiful eyes. fucking gorgeous. then i said that i agee with what she said, and know what it feels like to lose someone like that.

then sad hell yeah. i think she's going to assume it was me., i signed it the beautiful stranger (it was anonymous)

im not crying, but tears are falling. horrible music choice. fucking...ah

what the hell...what is wrong with me!
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