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Nov 10, 2005 20:16

so i made this conscious decision to change my ways..and its like the second i decide i really would rather hold on to something worthwhile..people keep throwing it in my face..people that dont even know me at all..after today i dont think i'll ever judge someone's promiscuity on what it may seem like..i mean we all know im definetly not the virgin mary..but for someone i met not even three months ago..who i dont even talk to..who has none of the same friends as me so theres no possible way she could know so ridiculously much about me..when did it become ok for her to say i must be a fucking whore..its not ok with me..im sick of feeling completely insignificant..she made me feel really bad about myself and i bet she has no clue..she probably didnt even mean it the way it came out..and then theres him..giving me all these looks like im supposed to just strip down and suck his dick..fuck you. they were right when they said you'll regret it..i do. i am and will be stronger than that..i want to be worth the time someone is willing to spend.

inspried and vengeful. ready to take on the world.

im not going to make it some big deal..im not going to put a time on it..ill know how i feel about someone when the time is right..and ill make the decision then and there.
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