"i fell in love with everyone i saw"
i graduated BLS. i'm happy about it, of corse, i've been anticipating it for 6 years. but there's so much more to be happy about that, well, i'm distracted from all the milestone events by feeling. there's nothing better than emotion. damn there's so much i want to say and it's not coming out all at once and it's blocking up my brain. like how those 10 cups of ice cream did.
i just typed a whole bunch then deleted it cuz it was just stating ideas. and ideas, while important aren't what i want to tell you right now. i want to make you FEEL. on a very deep level. i want to share this feeling or rebirth, of everything being brand new, of seeing eveything for the fist time. it's so important right now. i'm frustrated. it feels like this is confined to me, and i can't get it out. everytime i try to string words togther those 26 little squiggles are just NOT sufficient enough to give what i want to give. i guess the time isn't right. it's hard not to be able to share this brilliant thing. but i guess all it's telling me is i should go out and enjoy the day opposed to sitting in front of a screen trying in vain to communicate beyond words. so i guess everyone go out with someone you love to talk to and be silent and try to take in everything at once. be aware.
"but in truth i'm lost for words"
i just typed a whole bunch then deleted it cuz it was just stating ideas. and ideas, while important aren't what i want to tell you right now. i want to make you FEEL. on a very deep level. i want to share this feeling or rebirth, of everything being brand new, of seeing eveything for the fist time. it's so important right now. i'm frustrated. it feels like this is confined to me, and i can't get it out. everytime i try to string words togther those 26 little squiggles are just NOT sufficient enough to give what i want to give. i guess the time isn't right. it's hard not to be able to share this brilliant thing. but i guess all it's telling me is i should go out and enjoy the day opposed to sitting in front of a screen trying in vain to communicate beyond words. so i guess everyone go out with someone you love to talk to and be silent and try to take in everything at once. be aware.
"but in truth i'm lost for words"