Apr 25, 2006 02:47
So Heather and I were waxing nostalgic about the past today, and it really made me think about a lot of the past few years... The person I am now, and the person I was then.
It's crazy how things come full circle. Tonight, I talked to Annie, Heather, and Samantha - all of whom I dated/had sex with like 4 years ago... It's crazy to think that after all the time, we still remain in contact, and I still keep in touch. It's like girls are coming out of the woodwork. Jen (of Jax and Jen fame) is buying a house, and got in touch with me 2 years after I had last talked to her. Christ what's next? Kammi firing off an e-mail letting me know she misses me? lol
For all the dating, and all the relationship issues I've had, I am proud that I've never had a true one night stand. Frankly, if it's worth doing, it better be worth doing again. Heather kills me, because she's gorgeous, and she's not happy right now. And..... she's up to a 36DDD. that's what putting on 15 pounds in college will do to you. I had her when she was 18, 5'8, 125, and a solid DD. Yeah, imagine why her and I got along really well. That being said, I liked her for other reasons. We always had great talks... About music, faith, things that matter. I don't talk to many people like that, and it was always so nice to just chill, and be able to have an intellectual conversation... all the time trying my hardest not to just stare at her rack. To this day, when people ask me what I want in a girl, I say I want "a nice rack and a brain".... and I'm talking about Heather.
This weekend was great. I got to spend some time with my niece, and family for some confirmation/communion stuff. Yay for my big fat Italian family always having a function to fall back on. Seriously, Abby is gorgeous, and I got to play with her for a long time at the dinner. I sat there and held her while my sister went to get her food and stuff. It was awesome. She was all, "You can give her back now" and I was all, "Nah, that's cool."
Decided to play poker Saturday night versus going to a party with my Fraternity. It relaly pisses me off to see the same shit going on there that went on in the past, with no real progress or solutions. My little called me stressed today because of all the cock-grabbing and shit talking that goes on. You know what, I know a lot of the Sigma Kappa girls, and frankly, some of my brothers need to depledge, and see if the sorority will let them in. They gossip and whine like a bunch of twats, and it's getting worse. I don't know who started fagging up my fraternity, but that shit needs to stop.
My little gets frustrated because a lot of people talk shit. Not only about him, but about me. Now, I could give two fucks what most people think. However, I will choke a bitch for talking shit about my little. That's just how I roll, and those of you who know me understand what I'm talking about.
It's not worth the stress. I'm so happy to be graduating in two weeks. Got my ropes and stuff today for the walk. It really hasn't sunk in yet, and probably won't for a while. I'm finally fucking done. FINALLY.
Now what the fuck am I going to hold on to? Do I actually have to become an adult?
Got my membership to Chartiers accepted. I am going to golf a lot, and play cards there.
Speaking of, I'm grounding myself from poker for a bit. I lost 500 bucks tonight playing online poker, and that was the clue for me to regroup a bit. I'm planning on playing in the World Series in a couple of months. I've got my bankroll right now. If I can afford to go with the roll I have now, I will. Otherwise, it was not meant to be, and that's how I'm looking at it. My spending habits are fucking out of control, and I really need to start working on that. There is no reason at all for me not to have a shitload more money than I do. I just spent like 3 grand in bills today, and I'm damn near broke.
So that's the weekend. I've got a really busy week planned, and I'm sure we'll get out and have some beers, cause that is what we do.
Hey, in honor of graduation and stuff, if anyone has any decent Spiffy Sean memories from the past 4 years, share em with me. It's been a long time since I had a good comment stream, and I'd like to get that.