well alright
an eventful week it may seem......no games this week but practice.
I got a haircut ... i needed some kinda of outlet and change from all the shit that has been going on.
Its been hella crazy, and even so, I havnt found something to cling to....
I don't understand the things that go through my head, and I dont understand why I feel the way I do. But what I do know is that all of that has no malintention, and it is all genuine.
The question comes upon as to how and why, and also what.
what is it that will come of this, I know....and I knew, but perhaps most people don't.
The undecided andthe confused, the questionable, and the cowardliness.
Why must I be a character that is susceptible(sp?) to these traits, in dealing with people or persons I should say, who indefinatley lie about their own self?
They lie because they dont know what is there to uncover as in truths....things just don't occur if it hasnt been a subconcious decision.
You dont just wake up one day, and say "my god, I want to be _____ today." You probably have been wanting to be or do that one things for a long time, and it was just tucked away.
You tuck it away because you cant undertsand and you have no one to confide in your deepest and darkest secrets.
so tell be while the clocks are turning, what am to be looking for in this life.
I got a haircut ... i needed some kinda of outlet and change from all the shit that has been going on.
Its been hella crazy, and even so, I havnt found something to cling to....
I don't understand the things that go through my head, and I dont understand why I feel the way I do. But what I do know is that all of that has no malintention, and it is all genuine.
The question comes upon as to how and why, and also what.
what is it that will come of this, I know....and I knew, but perhaps most people don't.
The undecided andthe confused, the questionable, and the cowardliness.
Why must I be a character that is susceptible(sp?) to these traits, in dealing with people or persons I should say, who indefinatley lie about their own self?
They lie because they dont know what is there to uncover as in truths....things just don't occur if it hasnt been a subconcious decision.
You dont just wake up one day, and say "my god, I want to be _____ today." You probably have been wanting to be or do that one things for a long time, and it was just tucked away.
You tuck it away because you cant undertsand and you have no one to confide in your deepest and darkest secrets.
so tell be while the clocks are turning, what am to be looking for in this life.