Mr. Lonely
So college has pretty much started. It's only been one week and it feels so much longer. I miss home. I miss my bed. I miss daddy and mommy (and her cooking XD). My roommates are okay I guess. They are two extremes. One is really outgoing and happy all the time (a little too happy) and the other is really clingy, always depressed, and really shy. I mean...I get along with them fine, just they have some rather annoying habits.
I love my hall. East Lothian D1 YAYUHHH! Out of all the halls here in East Lothian, we are probably the most close with each other. There is always someone to hang out with, someone to eat with, someone willing to teach you how to play poker (I FINALLY learned!). But at the same time, I feel so lonely.
You see, my problem isn't meeting people, making new friends or whatever. It's finding people that I feel comfortable around, people that I can trust, and people that I can enjoy myself with are hard to find. It's going to take a while, I know. As everyone else is telling me, "it will gradually get better."
I wish I could talk to my UCLA or UCSD friends. They are so lucky they have each other. It really IS easier to make friends when you already have a friend with you to begin with. I feel so disconected with them and everything. They are too busy for me, not that that can be helped. I just feel forgotten.
Even though I AM having a fairly good time here, I really miss home.