Another song.....
Here's a song i wrote a while ago. If i remember correctly, it was only a few days after an ex of mine broke up with me, and if you cant tell by reading it, i was really really depressed. Its ironic that im posting a sad song today though, cause im in a great mood :) Enjoy!
"Because of You"
I want to drown myself so bad
I can taste the water in my lungs
I can hear you laughing by the poolside
And i feel your stare just like a gun
Bullets, much more than apprehension
It hurts to even try and listen
To your self absorbed and empty point of view
I think im going deaf
Blind numb to all your problems
Suffocating in your sorrows
I know just where you got them (from)
Strangle all the emotions of late
And theyre gasping for air
theyre gasping for air
Do you see the cuts all down my arm?
Can you sense the hands around my throat?
Theyre there because of you
Im dead because of you
Do you have the polaroid from last year?
Back when I was still alive
Now im dead because of you
And theres nothing left for me to lose
Good Bye, but i see you every single day
Its just so hard to keep away
Even though youre venom in my veins (and it)
Burns, it burns just like a snake bite
All the memories they get to me
They break me down, but still let me live
Strangle all the emotions of late
And theyre gasping for air
Do you see the cuts all down my arm?
Can you sense the hands around my throat?
Theyre there because of you
Im dead because of you
Do you have the polaroid from last year?
Back when I was still alive
Now im dead because of you
And theres nothing left for me to lose
Cant think, cant act, cant be
Im all alone in this never
Ending abyss of torment
Im without you, forever
Do you see the cuts all down my arm?
Can you sense the hands around my throat?
Theyre there because of you
Im dead because of you
Yeah. I remember that whole episode i went through after she dumped me. It sucked balls, and for a very long time i seriously didnt think i was gonna make it out alive. My mind wandered so much, suicide was seriously beginning to sound like a decent alternative. BUT, i was a tough guy, and rode that storm out, and look at me now; im a much happier person :) I bid you all a cheery adieu!
"Because of You"
I want to drown myself so bad
I can taste the water in my lungs
I can hear you laughing by the poolside
And i feel your stare just like a gun
Bullets, much more than apprehension
It hurts to even try and listen
To your self absorbed and empty point of view
I think im going deaf
Blind numb to all your problems
Suffocating in your sorrows
I know just where you got them (from)
Strangle all the emotions of late
And theyre gasping for air
theyre gasping for air
Do you see the cuts all down my arm?
Can you sense the hands around my throat?
Theyre there because of you
Im dead because of you
Do you have the polaroid from last year?
Back when I was still alive
Now im dead because of you
And theres nothing left for me to lose
Good Bye, but i see you every single day
Its just so hard to keep away
Even though youre venom in my veins (and it)
Burns, it burns just like a snake bite
All the memories they get to me
They break me down, but still let me live
Strangle all the emotions of late
And theyre gasping for air
Do you see the cuts all down my arm?
Can you sense the hands around my throat?
Theyre there because of you
Im dead because of you
Do you have the polaroid from last year?
Back when I was still alive
Now im dead because of you
And theres nothing left for me to lose
Cant think, cant act, cant be
Im all alone in this never
Ending abyss of torment
Im without you, forever
Do you see the cuts all down my arm?
Can you sense the hands around my throat?
Theyre there because of you
Im dead because of you
Yeah. I remember that whole episode i went through after she dumped me. It sucked balls, and for a very long time i seriously didnt think i was gonna make it out alive. My mind wandered so much, suicide was seriously beginning to sound like a decent alternative. BUT, i was a tough guy, and rode that storm out, and look at me now; im a much happier person :) I bid you all a cheery adieu!