Dec 21, 2004 22:30
I accually got some sleep last night. I woke up at like 1:00 today. i went with my sister to buy my mom a christmas present it was a success. i sat around the rest of the day bein a bumb. i cleaned my room which was something to keep my mind off of things i dont want to mention...same old drama that always happens to me. Do you ever wish that things were just like straight forword? like i mean everything would just be clear like how people felt or why things happen so you wouldnt have to think or stress about them? tonight i thought alot about my self, made myself cry. the new yr is coming and idk what i want my new yrs resolution to be. i most likely wont follow it anyways! i never do. I decided that boys dont like me or they just pretend to. cuz it seems to me that ive thought that someones liked me and then i can never really tell then bam! they dont talk to me..lol idk maybe im crazy or paranoid but i have a right to be considering.....joe,tom,matt YEA lol newho im think i want to look for a new job so if anyone knows any place thats hirering please let me know. i think i want to try and find a job at a resturaunt. but ill take anything that pays better then what im getting paid at the disney store lol. that and im only christmas help so im not going to be there for much longer. i dont think im doing anything tomorrow so if anyone wants to do something that doesnt cost me money that i dont have that would be great..i kinda just want to hang out like drive around or sit somewhere. idk but anyone can give me a call and we'll talk about it i dont think im doing anything for the new yrs so if anyones doing something for that and i can stay the night or something let me know! welps that all i got to say right now ill be on for a while so chat with me later dayz
Sin-D