Ahm.

[spiffyboy2004]

Hm, well, it's been a few months, so lets catch up. Summer Clases are long. There's still no football, although I find myself watching the replays on TV more than trying to stay abreast of current events, I don't really worry all that much anymore, and to that I attribute to the fact that the more I worry about things, it still has no effect, things tend to unfold as they should. Been playing tennis, so that's cool. Been getting beat at basketball, so that's lame. Need to find out when we're going to colorado. I didn't really dress up for class today, which is kinda weird, moreso that I had a test, and I pretty much always dress well on test day. Maybe that's because I still don't care. I drink more frequently. I've recently come to the conclusion that some people are so afraid of being hurt, they wont 'extend' themselves to their friends, which to me is more mortifying than if you continually get hurt by people. The concept that one can't be social for risk or fear of being hurt or let down I suppose is indicative of the materialistic, end justifies the means, post-modern world we occupy. Sure post-modernism contributes to this, but only to the effect that progress effects existence or life. I think it's a good thing, I don't, however, like the notion of 'people who aren't me don't matter'. I suppose I'm done ranting on that topic. I also think I'm too much of this myself, and that's a far cry from who my mother raised. That's about it.

Holla atcha boy,
--Shton

Quote of the Day: "Everyone ought to worship God according to his own inclinations, and not to be constrained by force."
-- Flavius Josephus, Life
Jewish-Roman historian & turncoat (37 AD - 100 AD)