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*shrugs*
people confuse me.
i'm getting older, ya know? i'll be fifteen a week from tomorrow. that's not old-worldlywise-mature old, but it's older than 14. and there's things i don't need in my sophmore year. drama, for one. lies, for another. being hurt, having friends hurt...i don't think there's any need to name names, it's between me and this person. but i just thought people should know i'm not gonna stand for that. i'm not gonna stand being in the middle of big highschool drama scene. not the lying or the hurting, either. i mean, i know there's gonna be the whole "she's crying because he broke up with her" or the "he said this to her blah blah blah..." but i mean BIG drama. unnessescary stuff.
i wanna focus on school this year. i wanna have friends, i wanna go to DICE, i wanna be able to do stuff, but i want to make sure that i know that school is something i need to focus on. i didn't do that last year, and i didn't get great grades because of it. so i need a balance...i don't wanna be like, "school school must focus on SCHOOL!!!" and not have a life. 'cuz that ain't healthy. but i need a balance, and i'm gonna find it. i'm determined to.
'cuz guess what? i have a life!! i have friends that i actually do stuff with, i met a great guy, i have DICE, i babysit which gives me a little bit of extra money...for the first summer since forever, i have a life. and i love it!!! *danecs happy dance*
wow. the tone of this entry went from *GO AWAY, I HATE YOU* to *i'm actually a pretty happy dudette at the moment* really, really fast.
k, i'm gonna go to bed y'all...i love you all to pieces!!
<3much love to marcos
and so much love to nichole, because she listens!!
(can you see very many long talks in our future, babe? lol)
<3 you all
kerstyn
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I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you...
Who can say I've been changed for the better?
Because I knew you
I have been changed for good
--For Good, Wicked
people confuse me.
i'm getting older, ya know? i'll be fifteen a week from tomorrow. that's not old-worldlywise-mature old, but it's older than 14. and there's things i don't need in my sophmore year. drama, for one. lies, for another. being hurt, having friends hurt...i don't think there's any need to name names, it's between me and this person. but i just thought people should know i'm not gonna stand for that. i'm not gonna stand being in the middle of big highschool drama scene. not the lying or the hurting, either. i mean, i know there's gonna be the whole "she's crying because he broke up with her" or the "he said this to her blah blah blah..." but i mean BIG drama. unnessescary stuff.
i wanna focus on school this year. i wanna have friends, i wanna go to DICE, i wanna be able to do stuff, but i want to make sure that i know that school is something i need to focus on. i didn't do that last year, and i didn't get great grades because of it. so i need a balance...i don't wanna be like, "school school must focus on SCHOOL!!!" and not have a life. 'cuz that ain't healthy. but i need a balance, and i'm gonna find it. i'm determined to.
'cuz guess what? i have a life!! i have friends that i actually do stuff with, i met a great guy, i have DICE, i babysit which gives me a little bit of extra money...for the first summer since forever, i have a life. and i love it!!! *danecs happy dance*
wow. the tone of this entry went from *GO AWAY, I HATE YOU* to *i'm actually a pretty happy dudette at the moment* really, really fast.
k, i'm gonna go to bed y'all...i love you all to pieces!!
<3much love to marcos
and so much love to nichole, because she listens!!
(can you see very many long talks in our future, babe? lol)
<3 you all
kerstyn
-----------------------------------------
I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you...
Who can say I've been changed for the better?
Because I knew you
I have been changed for good
--For Good, Wicked