Oct 19, 2005 19:26
coffee with piper
or rather a peach smoothie
(not as good as raspberry)
and a lemon bar
lucky piper.
i truly believe i am over adam.
hopefully for good.
walked back to school with piper and lucas
who was leaving to michigan(? maybe minnesota?
i wish i were good at this geography thing)
at ten thirty.
arrived at school as the bell rang
no time to satisfy my social cravings
and off to french
where boredom ensued
AND SOMEONE STOLE MY EYELINER.
not that i would usually care
but my mom bought this for me
it's really nice mac eyeliner
like fifty dollar pencil
or something.
grr.
and break was unsatisfying too
kevin wanted me to come stand in line with him
to buy a snack
but i didn't want to
except i kind of did
but i wanted to talk to mel
so i said no
and he said, oh come on you'll never get over adam if you keep talking to him.
but i am over him!
so then i went with adam and melanie and lincoln
to ask adam's mom to write them a note
to get them out of fourth period
so they could go bang on pots
to promote bring a plate day
at first lunch.
i should have gone with kevin.
then chemistry
which was fine.
kate brought donut holes
and i didn't do the worksheet.
and then lunch
which also left me feeling a little hollow
for unknown reasons
i danced around the pot-drummers
with melanie and meredith
to help save the world.
i wonder why everything leaves me kind of empty right now.
actually i guess i kind of know.
but it's pathetic that i need to like someone to feel complete.
the math test wasn't so bad.
at all.
but i still probably made some ridiculous mistakes.
and then after school i felt completely ignored.
and when i tried to give kevin a hug he kind of just walked away.
and then jessie and i went and tried to get people to advertise in the newspaper.
which didn't go half badly.
and then we waited for the bus
and evan stopped by
and we said hello
which was funny because we were just talking about him
and joel
anyhow.
then my mom rode by and said hello
and the bus came
and dropped jessie off
and then i read
and got to my stop
and got off.
and called ipod.
jesus christ i spent two hours on the phone with them.
my mom made me let her talk to them.
turns out it was backordered.
why couldn't they have just told me that
instead of making me call every day
and spend two hours of my life every day
spurting with red steam from every orifice of my body.
oh and i officially gleeked for the first time that i'm aware of.
and i have jake's sn and i love him.