Aug 03, 2005 16:38
Okay so yesterday I didn't go to camp because I was oober tired, sick, and not too emotionally up there. I also had that stupid doctor's apointment. It's dumb because the only time I feel crappy is when I'm alone or at home... where I'm usually alone because I want nothing to do with my family. So instead of going to camp I slept until 3. Now let's keep in mind that the appointment was for 3:45 and I had to shower. My dumb sister who was up all day could very well have taken one before I got up but no she had to rush me out of the shower. I really shouldn't let stuff like that bother me.
So now I'm sitting here... alone. I know I can't spend every waking hour with my friends because this world isn't perfect. If it was we'd all be living together with nothing to worry about. Well almost nothing. No I take that back because if the world was perfect we wouldn't have this problem looming over us and giving us INSANE inexplicable emotions.
Or maybe Caitlin's right... I'M CRAZY!!!!!