Sep 11, 2006 19:57
To you,
I can’t believe the thought of you still makes my heart skip a beat. I remember your smile, or the way you held my hand, or the way you kissed me. There was a shiver that would creep down my spine whenever you said ‘I love you’ and then you would look into my eyes and kiss my forehead. We had something really special… over a year ago. And then it ended, and I thought I was over you. Sadly, I’m not.
It’s safe to say that I don’t know what to do about it. I thought we could get married. We could’ve been meant for each other, still can be in my book. It’s just too, too weird for me to think about us as anything other than together. Friendship would be too hard for me, too crazy. I just want to meet someone who can make me forget us. We were, really, my best relationship. I can’t lie. Chris is sweet, but… there was just something about you. And that something hasn’t left me. I don’t know why. You were really just something special. It’s safe to say… I’m still in love with you - and I don’t know why.
I just don’t know why.
From,
Me.