Aug 02, 2005 13:23
So, you guys are in France.. beaching, sunbathing, speaking french (I suppose) and grinding up to german swedish and norwegian guys. Great.
It's sunny and pretty but not really warm enough to sunbathe. See you guys thought you'd get rid of all ansting and just enjouy france well missies i decided you are having too much fun and thought it would be wise of me to neutralize you with some angsting :D
I've been having a horrible time trying to get to sleep and worrying my ass of about Kaisu and Robert. Found out some news about their whole "situation" that pisses me off and scares me both. Gah, tried reasoning with Robert but he won't listen and gah I'm dreading to tray to talk serious with Kaisu.. just can't do it. I did something wrong in the beggining and regretting it fully. Should have listened to you guys. I just hpe Robert will get some sence into his head and stop living in the clouds.
Anyway.. on a lighter note, Hila is beggining to take real shape. We got the terasse built and the house is begining to calm down and looking more houssy and most importantly feeling more homey.
I'm counting the days until school starts and gah.. wow, it's going to be so different. I can't imagine it at all. I mean it's just so sureal. Somehow I just want to rewind and live 9th grade over again.. it was heavenly. You guys made it heaven. I won't go all sappy on you (altough I already did) but heck you have to tell me all about France when you come back and about Marius and all.
Talking about Marius there is a builder called Marius working on Hila and oh.. I think I might have developed somewhat of a "jones" for him. He's cute when he speaks english. "ooh no proplem, no proplem, my plesure.." Maybe he will be included in my erotic novel. We are doing that thing right?! hii