lonely in the moonlight
I don't get why for the past week or so I've been feeling so down and out. I try to put up some sort af fascade of being content, so I don't affect people around me. But it peaks through here and there. I guess things can only get worse before they get better, but we'll see. i don't want to push anyone away in the process... Maybe I need to get out more. I've been feeling the need to do more stuff... Which sucks cause when I need people the most, I forget they have a life too. (Meaning I get frustrated at them for not being available. Or upset cause it feels like I have to work around their schedule.) Funny the way our minds work. Because I'm not a clingy or needy person. Maybe after my court date I'll go to the club and dance all my frustrations and worries away. I think maybe job searching and walking will help for now though. But... If anyones up for cuddling hit me up :)
Check out "If Winter Ends" by Bright Eyes... It describes a bit of what I'm feeling currently.
Check out "If Winter Ends" by Bright Eyes... It describes a bit of what I'm feeling currently.