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I don't get it, these days. I can meet 1 or 2 women whenever I go out, yet I never feel a connection so I brush them off, or tell them I only want a friendship before I truely give them a shot. Then the people I do truely feel a connection/ care about are to scared to move into anything or just flirt, or I get scared. Even if they made a move, would probably want nothing more than sex. Meaningless sex is all I've been doing for the past few months, and suppose that's all I'll be doing.