HOme??
I came back from Va today.... to a new house.. it feels wierd, but it is cool and once I get everything in order and figure out how I am going to decorate it will feel like home... I am leaving everything the way is untill I figure out exactly what I am going do and I get furniture... I feel there is no point in setting everything up when it will soon be changed... Tonight I went out on the dock... there are a few deck lights.. (my parents are buying more) .. there are tall marsh grasses around the deck.. and then fireflies... lots of sparkling lights.. little fireflies... it was soo romantic.. and made me miss Rick even more than I do.. I want to share it with him...
Its sad when I leave Va.. I had a good trip.. except for the excessive antihistimines... wheezing.. and swollen eyes as a result to Rick's cats.. Warped tour was ok.. it is better in Florida.. Just because it was at an ampitheater and we were surrounded by seats and major security.. during a bands set nobody was allowed on the floor.. so if you were on and you wanted to get out you were out for good.. or at least untill the next band started... it rained most of the morning, so we were soaking wet but it was ok.. I saw Jon Miller.. the venue was really spread apart... it would take like 5 minutes in walkways about 10 feet wide to get to other stages.. so since the rain and the distance I stayed at the main 2... I saw my beloved Taking Back Sunday and they were awesome.. it was amazing how many trendy pop teens were there for new found glory.. jumping around to the singles and when any old stuff or non-hit charting song they played came on they trends would stand still like they didnt even recognize the band... new found glory did play good.. it was the same way for yellowcard.. when something old played.. they all stood still... bouncing souls was awesome... so was antiflag.. and it was cool to see bad religion... I do not really like cohhed and cambria, but I give major props to the lead singer.. because he played by himself.. the whole set, he sat there with a guitar and sang.. he said the rest of his band was sick.. once agian I went somewhere where story of the year was playing and did not see them.. the first band we walked in on was allister... they played good.. I didnt know they were on the bill...
It sucks leaving rick.. this morning we ran a few errands before heading to the airport... he help my hand so tightly in the car that i could feel his heartbeat through it.. for the most part, we were silent... when we got in the car he put in taking back sunday... all in all, I came with a new t shirt... at warped tour when were talking to jon at his merch stand.. i said a shirt was cute..... he had pointed to one .. i pointed to annother and said I like this one.. Shortly after, I left to go to the main stage to see what was up there.. when rick and matt came around to where i was at, rick had told me he got me that shirt..
I miss him sooo much...
Its sad when I leave Va.. I had a good trip.. except for the excessive antihistimines... wheezing.. and swollen eyes as a result to Rick's cats.. Warped tour was ok.. it is better in Florida.. Just because it was at an ampitheater and we were surrounded by seats and major security.. during a bands set nobody was allowed on the floor.. so if you were on and you wanted to get out you were out for good.. or at least untill the next band started... it rained most of the morning, so we were soaking wet but it was ok.. I saw Jon Miller.. the venue was really spread apart... it would take like 5 minutes in walkways about 10 feet wide to get to other stages.. so since the rain and the distance I stayed at the main 2... I saw my beloved Taking Back Sunday and they were awesome.. it was amazing how many trendy pop teens were there for new found glory.. jumping around to the singles and when any old stuff or non-hit charting song they played came on they trends would stand still like they didnt even recognize the band... new found glory did play good.. it was the same way for yellowcard.. when something old played.. they all stood still... bouncing souls was awesome... so was antiflag.. and it was cool to see bad religion... I do not really like cohhed and cambria, but I give major props to the lead singer.. because he played by himself.. the whole set, he sat there with a guitar and sang.. he said the rest of his band was sick.. once agian I went somewhere where story of the year was playing and did not see them.. the first band we walked in on was allister... they played good.. I didnt know they were on the bill...
It sucks leaving rick.. this morning we ran a few errands before heading to the airport... he help my hand so tightly in the car that i could feel his heartbeat through it.. for the most part, we were silent... when we got in the car he put in taking back sunday... all in all, I came with a new t shirt... at warped tour when were talking to jon at his merch stand.. i said a shirt was cute..... he had pointed to one .. i pointed to annother and said I like this one.. Shortly after, I left to go to the main stage to see what was up there.. when rick and matt came around to where i was at, rick had told me he got me that shirt..
I miss him sooo much...