and every single second that I put it off, means another lonely night I got to race the clock...
So, I started to pack.. I never realized how much stuff I had and how time consuming and frusterating it is.. I thought it would be easy.. oh well. I am dealing with it.. Its also hard for me because Im willing to totally throw stuff away just to make it simpler.. but I cant throw it all away... We move on the 31st, which means, that I will be leaving the old house.. going to see home to see Rick on the 30th.. and then coming to a new house.. a new home.. I am kindof needed here for that week because it will be very hectoc and probably frusterating.. But not needed so much that I am not going to cancel my trip... I didnt plan the trip based on everythng that will be happening.. I planned the trip based on moving date: aug 9th.. which I would be home on aug 8th.. so i would be there.. but oh well.. they will have my truck to fill up... Maybe I ll fill it up first.. so they can just drive it away the next day... we will see... soon these walls will be empty..
I am seeing about paying my own car insurance for the allowance of tattoos... something I am willing to do.. but then my mom said, well dad said you would have to pay room and board too.. I said, then I might as well move out.. and she said no.. and then I was like well it doesnt matter bc if I say Ill pay that.. he will figure out some other way to up it.. .. we were just talking.. and from my understanding.. or from my stand point I am only going to pay car insurance.. I am 21 its already funny that I cant get tattoos on my own.. Maybe I am afraid to break the leash from my parents authority.. bc if I think about it.. how can they really stop me.. oh well.. Its not really a big issue.. I want tattoos and they say no..
school starts soon.. I need to get a move on...
I go see Rick on the 30th.. I cannot wait..
saw Will F. the other day.. he said I look like the girl on the Breakfast Club after she gets pretty.. I do not think so.. He was watching the movie and thought of me...
I dont look like her...
I am seeing about paying my own car insurance for the allowance of tattoos... something I am willing to do.. but then my mom said, well dad said you would have to pay room and board too.. I said, then I might as well move out.. and she said no.. and then I was like well it doesnt matter bc if I say Ill pay that.. he will figure out some other way to up it.. .. we were just talking.. and from my understanding.. or from my stand point I am only going to pay car insurance.. I am 21 its already funny that I cant get tattoos on my own.. Maybe I am afraid to break the leash from my parents authority.. bc if I think about it.. how can they really stop me.. oh well.. Its not really a big issue.. I want tattoos and they say no..
school starts soon.. I need to get a move on...
I go see Rick on the 30th.. I cannot wait..
saw Will F. the other day.. he said I look like the girl on the Breakfast Club after she gets pretty.. I do not think so.. He was watching the movie and thought of me...
I dont look like her...