losing control
so i haven't been able to get a hold of my g/f in about 1 week or so and its really starting to get to me. i've got all these thought running through my mind like (is she going to break up with me and just thinking about how she is going to do it?) i can't stop having negative thoughts about it and its beginning to take a toll on me. i haven't been myself lately, i stare off into space and i've just been acting depressed. between the waking up crying in the middle of the night and the binge drinking... its been difficult...cause i don't know whats going on and i would really like to know. i would like to know if she's just been too tired or too busy to do anything or even call... or if its something else. I JUST WANT TO KNOW...don't i have the right to?