What a year...
Yesterday, the last day of 2005, was pretty darn great. I got all kinds of good news at work and everybody was happy there. Ashley came over and we went to hang out with my friend Joe and his girl Jen. There were supposed to be more people but they all bailed so it was a pretty quiet party not super exciting but I got to catch up with Joe a little bit and I kicked everyones ass at battle of the sexes. I also got pretty drunk, I don't think I'm gonna do that again.. at least not that drunk. I should have gone to bed right when I got home but no we stayed up for a bit and things took a bad turn. I think I was right in wanting Ashley to be able to talk to me about things and tell me how she feels instead of saying "I don't know" all the time, but I was definantly wrong in wanting to talk about it right then, in the state I was in, when she needed to sleep so she could go to work today. I am really sorry about that Ashley. I love you, and this past year has really been the best because of you and all that we have together. I hope that there are many more to come...