i'm emotionally exhausted...so fucking tired.

[spiderstrudal]

I had a weird dream last night. I had a dream I had this Jeep...well, it was like a cartoon car and I was driving around in it thinking I was just hot shit, and apparently I was because I ran into Jake (not literally) and he was like, I need a ride! So he was about to get in the car and this cute blonde girl was all like, I need a ride too! And we were kind of flirting with each other or something, so I was like yyyeeeaaahh, hop in! And Jake starting bitching and moaning because the girl was sitting in the front seat next to me and I guess he wanted to sit next to me. So finally I was like, "Get in the fucking car!" So he did. I took the girl home and her house was freaky, like out the Adams Family or a Tim Burton movie. And Jake was sitting at her parent's table in their house and I came up behind him and put my arms around his neck. Then her parents starting yelling at us saying we stole something. Then all of the sudden I was in a pool by myself floating in the water like I was dead.

Sorry I wasted your time with that, I just wanted to remember it so I can tell Jake later...if I talk to him.

Anyway. I think I'm PMSing. Seriously. I feel like shit and I'm grumpy.

And I'm such a bad mommy. I totally scared my cat shitless last night because she kept banging on my door and meowing nonstop. So I threw open the door and yelled. "Shut the fuck up!" and I chased her downstairs and picked her up and said, "I'm about to lock you in the basement cuz you're bugging the shit out of me! ew49574utwio^#*&^%!!" Yeah. She still loves me though.

Umm..I forget what else I was going to bitch about...

Oh yeah. I think I'm psychic. Seriously.