fate is swift...you can't escape it's breath...
Last night Jake came over and we exchanged gifts. :) He got me Billy Corgan's new book of poetry, "Blinking With Fists" I love it. I was thrilled. He liked his stuff too. This morning he's going to the doctor to see what's wrong with his stomach. He's been getting these intense pains...I'm kind of worried although I don't think it's anything serious. Well, I hope it isn't. We talked last night for awhile....it was a good talk.
Not really much else to say, not much else is going on...
3 years from now I could possibly be engaged, if everything goes according to planned. I got to thinking about the rest of my life....I'd love to get married young, but what about acting? Could I be newly married and still persue acting? What if I have to travel alot? Should I give it up? Acting is my life almost! But so is he, I couldn't be without him either... I don't know. I'm confused. It's scary getting older, and everyone tells me not to get married young, to live my life first. But I want to live my life with him...I don't know. Well, I have 3 years to figure it out, if we're still together. I know, half of you will be saying "You're onnly 17! Don't worry about it!" But I do worry...pretty soon I'll have to get my life figured out, like were I'm going to college and where, what state. Acting school? Regular college? In Philidelphia? Georgia? Who knows...who knows...
Not really much else to say, not much else is going on...
3 years from now I could possibly be engaged, if everything goes according to planned. I got to thinking about the rest of my life....I'd love to get married young, but what about acting? Could I be newly married and still persue acting? What if I have to travel alot? Should I give it up? Acting is my life almost! But so is he, I couldn't be without him either... I don't know. I'm confused. It's scary getting older, and everyone tells me not to get married young, to live my life first. But I want to live my life with him...I don't know. Well, I have 3 years to figure it out, if we're still together. I know, half of you will be saying "You're onnly 17! Don't worry about it!" But I do worry...pretty soon I'll have to get my life figured out, like were I'm going to college and where, what state. Acting school? Regular college? In Philidelphia? Georgia? Who knows...who knows...