Easy Hot
So I had a dream last night where in I was speaking with a guy ( who shall remain nameless) and talking about how I wanted to be Easy Hot . What is Easy Hot you might wonder, well when I was younger ( means skinnier) I mostly wore jeans and tshirts, however occasionally I would go to a big Event ( wedding, party, ManRay....) and I would throw on a black velvet tank and a cute skirt, heeled boots and fishnets.....a little makeup....tousle my hair and I was good to go....It Was Easy Hot. Now I can't do that, I now try on every outfit I own, carefully planning what will conceal or at least camoflauge stomach 1 & 2, make sure my upper arms are covered and that I'm not showing backfat......also it has to be not to hot or I'll just be sweaty all night. My feet hurt too much to wear boots with heels and fishnets....well I can still wear those. Then comes make up and hair.......god forbid I don't apply my make up correctly then I'm all red and patchy...then by the time I'm getting to my hair I'm all sweaty and my hair is limp or wet......So yes you can tell this is a mopey post ....but dammit I want to be Easy Hot again......