Hanging out And just Thinking....
I dont know how to react to things right now...My sister is trapped in the arms of my mom and is never going to escape...but she fucks up...she got kicked out of school for having pills at...i thought i might of had a huge impact on this...but i didnt know...i was the one that got her into smoking weed...i gave her that adredilin to search for a better high...i was scared i was a Jessica's one day and i diddnt talk to my mom for two days...then i go home and find out my sister was in the hospital for taking some pills...i talked to my sister that day...i didnt know what i did to have her do this...i dont want to see my sister like that...i finally talked to her about it, trying to understand why she did it, i've been helping her get out of it ever since....she shakes some times now and twitches from the amount of pills she abused, it's sad to watch my sister do this...
All that i have been hearing about is a whole bunch of lies...how do people actually come up with this shit...for one im not gay, yeah, my friend Pat is gay...what's the big deal...i had a picture of him on my wall (with other pictures) of him kissing his boyfriend...now which way does that make me gay...? yeah i used to be a homophobe but it's stupid shit...just because he's gay doesnt mean i should be friends with him...but it's funny how some people actually think im gay...I dont do fucking drugs either...i havent touched another drug besides pot...i havent even been doing that latley. I didnt drop out of school im getting my G.E.D...and i wasnt excepted in to milfold...i had to pay the consequences...so i've been working latley...but now i am going to be working maybe back at dolly's in union lake, or at this party store by my house...i dont know what i want to do yet....i dont know i talked to a lot of people yesterday...Jason, Mikey, Jami, brandon, Al. i need to hang out with these people man...but hopefully i will get to talk to a lot more people...and yeah Emily...i'll try and look for you at the show...=)
All that i have been hearing about is a whole bunch of lies...how do people actually come up with this shit...for one im not gay, yeah, my friend Pat is gay...what's the big deal...i had a picture of him on my wall (with other pictures) of him kissing his boyfriend...now which way does that make me gay...? yeah i used to be a homophobe but it's stupid shit...just because he's gay doesnt mean i should be friends with him...but it's funny how some people actually think im gay...I dont do fucking drugs either...i havent touched another drug besides pot...i havent even been doing that latley. I didnt drop out of school im getting my G.E.D...and i wasnt excepted in to milfold...i had to pay the consequences...so i've been working latley...but now i am going to be working maybe back at dolly's in union lake, or at this party store by my house...i dont know what i want to do yet....i dont know i talked to a lot of people yesterday...Jason, Mikey, Jami, brandon, Al. i need to hang out with these people man...but hopefully i will get to talk to a lot more people...and yeah Emily...i'll try and look for you at the show...=)