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ah!
so, my life is very dull. and school starts. and blech. today was terrible. i'll regret saying this in a week, but i'm happy schools coming if only to give me something to do 5 days a week that doesn't involve sitting on my ass watching gilmore girls. FGHO!
hate is a domino effect. i've decided as punishment for all the hate i've been having towards people lately i won't let myself listin to any bob marley and the wailers. i can't honestly listin to music that preches one love when i myself and full of bitter self absorbed hate.
maybe i should try buddism.. even as a theory. i dunno about you but all the juicy sex lives of those in the bible don't really generate any sort of inner peace. only the bitter conquest towards seeking out what REALLLYYY went down between jesus and mary magdy! those crazy kids. not to undermind catholosism, which is a contridiction because i was just indeed undermining it... well, i guess i have nothing against it and i'm still trying to find my place with it. just because it's the only religion i've ever been extensivly exposed to does not mean i'm going to blame it for all my troubles with spirituality. that would be so... immature?
anyway, in about 35 hours i will once again don the maroon jumper and walk to halls of watterson. i will return to a dessert with few and great oasis's. except this time around, i am not the immature freshman... i am the immature sophmore which sounds much more sophistcated then freshman so i'll give myself points just for the title of it. i have another plan the may very well fall to pieces and land me in detention, summer school, ol' glass eyes office once again. but? well... whatever. honestly, what else is there to say about high school?
so, my life is very dull. and school starts. and blech. today was terrible. i'll regret saying this in a week, but i'm happy schools coming if only to give me something to do 5 days a week that doesn't involve sitting on my ass watching gilmore girls. FGHO!
hate is a domino effect. i've decided as punishment for all the hate i've been having towards people lately i won't let myself listin to any bob marley and the wailers. i can't honestly listin to music that preches one love when i myself and full of bitter self absorbed hate.
maybe i should try buddism.. even as a theory. i dunno about you but all the juicy sex lives of those in the bible don't really generate any sort of inner peace. only the bitter conquest towards seeking out what REALLLYYY went down between jesus and mary magdy! those crazy kids. not to undermind catholosism, which is a contridiction because i was just indeed undermining it... well, i guess i have nothing against it and i'm still trying to find my place with it. just because it's the only religion i've ever been extensivly exposed to does not mean i'm going to blame it for all my troubles with spirituality. that would be so... immature?
anyway, in about 35 hours i will once again don the maroon jumper and walk to halls of watterson. i will return to a dessert with few and great oasis's. except this time around, i am not the immature freshman... i am the immature sophmore which sounds much more sophistcated then freshman so i'll give myself points just for the title of it. i have another plan the may very well fall to pieces and land me in detention, summer school, ol' glass eyes office once again. but? well... whatever. honestly, what else is there to say about high school?