Sick

[spidermundo]

civil war sounds pierce my soul
you still glance not my way
is destiny saying hello?
or is fate saying goodbye?
what is the meaning of it all?
i lie here paralyzed
lost my strength and taste
no one even cares
maybe i deserve to be ignored
forgive me for caring
forgive me for wanting
forgive me for loving
forgive me for not being perfect enough to match your beauty
i'm fractured
upon breaking from my oh sweet slumber
i've dreamt of you
you haunt my soul when i rise
the mirror reflects false images
pretense notions and concepts
it's possible your existence resides solely
in my eyes
in my breath
at the very edge of my fingertips
my face is torn
between a desire to be
and a fate i can't escape from
help me
free me
save me
aid me in ending this torment
heal these scars
mend my pains
you, my love, are my only hope