oh silly little emotions...

[spiderlilyvenus]

i don't care that it is cold. i need to go running. i need to clear my head, and between the drive to hoover and the run i'm hoping i can do that. i'm feeling ok overall, just had nightmares and it caused me to wake up feeling a bit anxious...

when it comes to relationships, the committed kind or not i feel like i am often used up and discarded. it makes me sad, when i think it should make me angry...