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i just wrote a check for $1200 that won't be in my checking account until friday, and that will drain my account. my cat has a urethra blockage, and once they had put the catheter in, which was pretty immediately, there was no turning back or saying, "i think that i could probably take him to a regular vet for less." i've been in a serious funk that last few days anyway, and now my cat is in the hospital for the next two days. i won't be taking a vacation next month because any extra money i have is now gone. i'm lonely and sad and broke. i think i'm going to see if i can get some over-night visitors or maybe stay at other people's houses for the next couple of days. i just don't feel like i can be alone...
i might be ok if i can just get some sleep. i haven't slept hardly at all since thursday.
i might be ok if i can just get some sleep. i haven't slept hardly at all since thursday.