Oh fuck me five times. The restraining order got lifted. Occupy Boston is preparing for a raid. I'm not there. I can't be there. And worse, frankly I don't know if I want to be there. I'm ... fatigued. Like I just got over a flu.
I feel like I'm malingering. Betraying my comrades. W'ever.
But I'm also here at home and Boy is elsewhere and I don't wanna walk a mile to the bus stop in the pouring rain blah blah blah...
Please don't judge me? I'm judging myself hard enough.
ETA CALMER HEADS PREVAIL. Friends have told me, duh, there are things I can do without being on site. I'm hitting the twitter feeds and texting the legal team. I AM NOT USELESS.
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