You'd be too, if your uterus decided to say "screw you"...
This seems to be one of the months (becoming more frequent as I age) when I'm not going to get an actual period. Hasn't stopped the hormones from going wonky, though. PMSing, feeling blue. Blah blah, same old, same old.
Why do I read such bittersweet fic when I'm in a mood like this? This time I'm reading a wonderful Torchwood/Doctor Who series called
I Had No Idea I Had Been Traveling. I'm not done with it yet because it's long, but so far it's beautiful and well-written and bittersweet. It gives me a sense of longing and sorrow and love and joy. I can only read a story or two at a time because I find it so moving. I don't know whether I'm late to the party on this one (probably am) but I recommend it.