I'm turning into a crazy person

Sep 11, 2007 20:23

Yep, it's true. Although many who know me may be inclined to believe that I was always crazy, now I am sure that I am going nuts.
I don't want to do anything. Anything, really. My house is "clean enough" my work ethic is plummeting to an all time low, I barely eat.
I day dream alot. For the last two weeks or so, this has been my M.O. Sitting around day dreaming. Collecting thoughts and images. Whiling away the hours until I think that I should go to sleep for a while.
I need to get my head out of the clouds and into some reality.....
And animals are trying to tell me something.
The other day I was sitting onthe back steps when a humming bird came along. He hovered near me for a moment, then he came right up to my face, I swear he was only a few inches from my nose! He hovered there for a moment or two, then took off. Wild.
Animals are trying to tell me something.
Something like WAKE UP!
I am trying to work out a piece in my head, too.
So you know how to do this?
How to walk to the brink
Eyes open, arms spread
Do you know how to do this?
That's all that I'm working with so far. The image of jumping into some unknown.
And I am trying to do just that.
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