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Apr 29, 2006 19:04

Listening to the new Covenant on headphones. John is not a Covenant fan. The new Gary NUman is here as well. That will be next.
Last night, John and I had one of the most productive conversations that we have had in a long while. For over an hour we talked about our "us" and what it is as what has happened in the last months.
I feel much better.
Had dinner at a friend's new house on Thursday. Another friend gave me the good advice of getting into a running stream and giving the stream my pain and anger. I did. Terri has a stream on her property and I stood there and asked that it all be taken away so that I can think more clearly.
I think that it worked.
So I feel more settled.
In another week I will feel better, I think. In a week John goes to Springfield with the band. I may go, but don't want to drama....ya know.

Then I can try to quit smoking again.

Then I can sleep again.

Thanks to everyone for being patient with my moaning and depression. I have tried to keep it to a minimum here as no one wants to hear all of that crap.
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