Life
Nothing much has been going on. I am going to New York in August. Work is good, I take care of my next door neighbor who is 93 and has altzheimers. But its all good, she tells funny stories because her memories are all jumbled. And she sees ghosts which is creepy, but she is good. I start school in September. I have to go get my books next month. Donny and I just had our 3 year anniversary. On June 7th. It was romantic we didn't do anything extravagant, which is what I wanted. I don't really like going to restaurants and things like that, too many people. My panic attacks have gotten better I think. I was having them 3+ times a week. Sometimes more then once a day. But now I only have them once or twice a week. I am less stressed out. I have been hanging out with Lisa lately. Its cool. I also have been talking to Brandi alot. I think Andy might be coming down. I can't wait to see him. We are going to get seriously fucking drunk. Like we do every time we chill. Hmmmm what else is new with me.... Oh my anniversary it was great. We got lobster rolls from Rowans and drove to Castle Rock in Marblehead. We sat on the grass and ate our food. I have been drinking Sobe Dragon non-stop so I had one of those and some chips. Then we laid in the grass and talked about everything that has happened in the last three years. I got my haircut. It is really really short. I also pierced my belly button again and my third holes in my ear. I have had time to take care of them so well see how that works out. Anything else. I am bored waiting for my cab, I have a doctors appointment today. It sucks though, because I have to pay out of my own pocket. $180 dollars. That totally sucks. Anything else? I gained a lot of weight after I lost my job last year. But I am starting to lose it. I have been walking and watching what I eat. I feel pretty good right now. Content, you know? Oh, Sabrina stopped talking to me. I don't know why she just doesn't answer the phone when I call or call me back. Oh well. I don't know what I do to these girls that makes them not want to call me back, first Kristen then Sabrina. Oh well I have plenty of friends. Do they? I just miss little Jasmine. I hear she is getting really big. Thats good. I have to call Nizalda she was calling me everyday for a while and now nothing. I feel bad, I totally blew her off. I did the same thing to Danny he kept calling me and I kept blowing him off. I don't really have anything else to write. Nothing big is really going on right now. Well I guess I will write more the next time I am bored. I really don't have the time to be bored anymore.