Tired..
I'm finally on my day off...
I have been killing myself in a 12 hour a day job that was less then worth it. (Thats going to pay a few bills though)...Happy? Some people think thats what I have been saying.. No..not really happy. I can't really say why. I have a job, home,kitty cat, and well live in friend...Happy..nope. I can't even open up to talk about whats been going threw my head. So many normal problems that I've been going threw. Nothing I can really say about them. So my dreams torcher me into playing them all out like some fucked up short film festival. I see everything that continues to run threw my brain and yet stays in my mouth. Day in and day out I smile and push threw but I'm not sure how much longer I can keep it up till I finally crack under it all.
Meh I've been threw worse and I will get threw this
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I have been killing myself in a 12 hour a day job that was less then worth it. (Thats going to pay a few bills though)...Happy? Some people think thats what I have been saying.. No..not really happy. I can't really say why. I have a job, home,kitty cat, and well live in friend...Happy..nope. I can't even open up to talk about whats been going threw my head. So many normal problems that I've been going threw. Nothing I can really say about them. So my dreams torcher me into playing them all out like some fucked up short film festival. I see everything that continues to run threw my brain and yet stays in my mouth. Day in and day out I smile and push threw but I'm not sure how much longer I can keep it up till I finally crack under it all.
Meh I've been threw worse and I will get threw this
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