May 10th 2008
Dear Journal,
It was a great day again in florida, its days has been so since the 25th of last month. The day I was once again put away by someone for a better fit, by no device of my own. At least the hope of that thought has crossed my mind at - belive me, inconvinently random times since the 25th. I have grown acoustom with the underlining tone that all things do come to an end, but sometime even the most trivial things- in the grand scale of the infinant universe, where my drama is simply energy that matters not- still hurts. quite possible the whole purpose of being human or to be alive is to process these feeling and emotions, who knows.
What I do know or what I have at least come to believe, is the Way is found through training and all I can do is continue to do so. Following what I believe in my heart. Regardless of events that effect my ego, be it positively or negatively I believe it wise to let them go, for my Ego is fickle and fleeting anyway. I however am not fickle or fleeting.
-nevertheless dear Journal, I made it out alive and well.
It was a great day again in florida, its days has been so since the 25th of last month. The day I was once again put away by someone for a better fit, by no device of my own. At least the hope of that thought has crossed my mind at - belive me, inconvinently random times since the 25th. I have grown acoustom with the underlining tone that all things do come to an end, but sometime even the most trivial things- in the grand scale of the infinant universe, where my drama is simply energy that matters not- still hurts. quite possible the whole purpose of being human or to be alive is to process these feeling and emotions, who knows.
What I do know or what I have at least come to believe, is the Way is found through training and all I can do is continue to do so. Following what I believe in my heart. Regardless of events that effect my ego, be it positively or negatively I believe it wise to let them go, for my Ego is fickle and fleeting anyway. I however am not fickle or fleeting.
-nevertheless dear Journal, I made it out alive and well.