God, what I'd do for just a bit of your warmth
Okay, I really don't want to be all like. Emo and crap. But for some odd reason I was suddenly hit with like a massive wave of depression.
I don't even know why I try anymore.
Well, if you can call this trying. I've basically just given up on everything. I just. Don't. Care. I don't even care about the things that I used to love. I don't know what good I am. I don't even know if I'm anything bad. I'm just nothing. I don't care about anything anymore. I'm too tired to reach out and keep myself from drifting away.
I just want to run away and never look back. I want to break away from everything. I'm sick of my "home". I've completely isolated everyone from actually reaching me. Even my mom is completely broken in spirit. Even she doesn't feel the need to be here anymore. If she doesn't see the point, why should I?
Sometimes I feel like I'm suffocating. I've lost all motivation. Breathing seems like work for me. I need something. I don't know what I need but I know I need it. I need to get out of this fucking hole I've seemed to fallen in. But I'm too tired to climb out.
I don't even know why I try anymore.
Well, if you can call this trying. I've basically just given up on everything. I just. Don't. Care. I don't even care about the things that I used to love. I don't know what good I am. I don't even know if I'm anything bad. I'm just nothing. I don't care about anything anymore. I'm too tired to reach out and keep myself from drifting away.
I just want to run away and never look back. I want to break away from everything. I'm sick of my "home". I've completely isolated everyone from actually reaching me. Even my mom is completely broken in spirit. Even she doesn't feel the need to be here anymore. If she doesn't see the point, why should I?
Sometimes I feel like I'm suffocating. I've lost all motivation. Breathing seems like work for me. I need something. I don't know what I need but I know I need it. I need to get out of this fucking hole I've seemed to fallen in. But I'm too tired to climb out.