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its been a while mr. livejournal. me and sam broke up. i was so devistated. it still hurts alot but i try and put on a good face for the crowd, so they have a good show. this is all so stupid... sometimes im totally fine because i push it out of my head but other times like now i think about it and im miserable. but we are friends or something now so.... yay. im trying not to take everything that is going on around me so seriously and just live my life. been hanging out with ben alot. this band thing seems like its never going to get started due to the lack of a drummer, but what ever. went to the movies with peggy last friday and saw finding neverland had a decent time. went to see me without you a week ago or so. im just trying to fill my mind to keep my mind off things. still havent sold my car. my sister is more than likely going to stay at the house of hope for a year. im glad she needs something to change her, she is awful. so much drama going on with everyone it seems. these times are trying. what ever i just hope this break from school is enjoyable.