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To be honest, I don't say as much as I wish I would. Then, why is it when I do say something, I regret it? Why do I feel so unprepared for the speech of life (not to be read the speech of my life because I have yet to reach that situation)? Why is it that I am so misunderstood? It's so much easier when you can backspace what you type before you send it. Even if the decision is made within a split second I feel like my mouth just blurts out all the things I shouldn't say wrapped in a tone of insecurity so that I am simultaneously insulting and weak.
Wow, I am awesome.
It also amazes me how well other people can make it sound like their shit smells like roses and that they were the doe-eyed victim of an evil plot.
Someone please teach me that.
In other news (haha), work sucks. I feel like I'm in a soundproof booth screaming to get out and not a soul can hear me. I know I need a real job, I've known for a while. I just wonder why people don't know they need me. I'd be awesome at most things just hire me and pay me for it.
Wow, I am awesome.
It also amazes me how well other people can make it sound like their shit smells like roses and that they were the doe-eyed victim of an evil plot.
Someone please teach me that.
In other news (haha), work sucks. I feel like I'm in a soundproof booth screaming to get out and not a soul can hear me. I know I need a real job, I've known for a while. I just wonder why people don't know they need me. I'd be awesome at most things just hire me and pay me for it.