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i dont know what it is but i feel as though i've got cancer and no one wants to touch me. no one wants to go out to eat with me. no one minds that i'm not at school. and most of the people i dont talk to on a regular basis have this crazy idea that i hate them, that i dont enjoy their company anymore, or that i'm mad at them.

sometimes when i think about mini reunions between old friends i wonder if they'll even recognize me. i've changed so much it seems that i dont even remember my old face. is this depression?