Nov 11, 2003 17:43
so everyday i think about what to write in here and well everyday i come to the same conclusion...nothing much happened I will write tomorrow. Well today has been different, cuz today my best friend left. not for a week or even a month, but she is gone. So no more Melodie. No more moments to enjoy together, well we "secretly" enjoyed, ppl couldnt know we were happy. And its all so sudden. I mean i can deny it all i wish, but she is gone and there is not bringin her back. I mean its so hard to remember everything we went through together and all but wow. this is so difficult. well actually i just dont know anymore....ill get back to you when i can think straight....