Lessons in Frustration
Ugh [someone who requested I not mention her]! I'm livid. I could slap the shit out her right now. A nice smell of good yumminess wafted into the computer room, so I asked, "What are you cooking in there?"
She replied, "Lunch."
"That doesn't answer my question."
"I'm a little busy right now."
"Too busy to answer what you're cooking?"
"I'm a little busy right now."
I go into the kitchen and discover mini quiches and corn being prepared. I couldn't help but escalate. She claims to have been too busy to say, "Mini quiches and corn," but not too busy to say "I'm a little busy right now."
I could just slap the shit out of her. But I don't. She got a little physical with me...nothing big really, but I didn't retaliate...which would be my usual operation...mirroring. Anyway, i'm getting really really tired of this kind of thing going on, and I'm not sure what I'm going to do next. I could afford to move, but it would wipe out my savings. And I still need to by a car. I could smoke pot and be artificially mellowed out, but I want to maintain my straight edge. I could get violent with her when she acts stupid but I don't want to go to jail....nor do I want to resort to violence.
I wish I had a magic wand and could turn her into the princess she thinks she is.
She replied, "Lunch."
"That doesn't answer my question."
"I'm a little busy right now."
"Too busy to answer what you're cooking?"
"I'm a little busy right now."
I go into the kitchen and discover mini quiches and corn being prepared. I couldn't help but escalate. She claims to have been too busy to say, "Mini quiches and corn," but not too busy to say "I'm a little busy right now."
I could just slap the shit out of her. But I don't. She got a little physical with me...nothing big really, but I didn't retaliate...which would be my usual operation...mirroring. Anyway, i'm getting really really tired of this kind of thing going on, and I'm not sure what I'm going to do next. I could afford to move, but it would wipe out my savings. And I still need to by a car. I could smoke pot and be artificially mellowed out, but I want to maintain my straight edge. I could get violent with her when she acts stupid but I don't want to go to jail....nor do I want to resort to violence.
I wish I had a magic wand and could turn her into the princess she thinks she is.