Annoyment of the blatent reality!

[spicelie]

Reality fans... what is up with this world today? There are so many things I've gotten so annoyed with I beg... no wait; I wish all the dumb ones would just go away. One of which is my mother. She still seems like its my responsibility to 'take care of her'. Which by the way, I am not. I've been so good at paying 'the bills' on time for the

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Re: LISTEN CAREFULLY!

[spicelie]

I know I need help... I needed help the first day mom introduced me to her addiction: Drugs! Which was four; no wait, five years ago. ONLY then she didn't depend on me for the drug money like she does now. Because she's a cry baby and won't get a job. I needed someone to talk to then, because back then I was worse than I am now and believe me; you'd know. Because then I literally cut my hair totally off. I was almost bald. I was wearing all black, listening to blues, gothic, and rock all the time. I wasn't responsible at all. I pawned my moms' ring she bought me because that's what I thought our relationship was. A Big Joke. Only now, I can see the severity of it all from my perspective from the past. I'm not drifting back into that severity of it but I'm slowing unravling and yes I admit, I need help. I need someone to talk too. Can I afford it? Hell NO! Sliding scale or not, I can't afford it. I can't even afford health insurance. I pay all these bills and crap. I wish there was like a volunteer therapist or a therapist that would take me and bill me like $25 a month for the rest of my life. You know? I better go... lunch time

Melissa