May 14, 2006 18:56
I wasn't lying when I said that you looked different when I saw you
As cheesy as it sounds, but there was something in your eyes
You looked like you were ashamed, and it was like you were avoiding something
And there I was, rambling on about my life dragging you around to find shoes
So lame, so unimportant, and immature
I'm really glad you decided to tell me
It makes me feel respected (haha, like a true "je je")
But it brought back all the memories of my old best friend
The one where I wished I had said more inspiring things to when she needed me
And I told myself that if someone I cared for so much needed me in a time like this again, I would say things that would have a greater impact
But I think I failed again
I can tell you it's bad, and we all know it's bad
It's bad to your health, it's bad because it's against the law
But to me, it is ultimately bad because of the damage it'll do to your loved ones
Maybe I'm over reacting, and being too over-protective but it would kill me to see you go down that road
It'd kill the rest of the family too
And you won't be able to look at us the same, and we won't be able to look at you the same either
Life is full of imperfections
You gotta make the most of what you do have
And trust me, you got a lot more than a lot of other people
Temporary relief doesn't make you any stronger
And strength is what you need
So then maybe you can cope with your situation better
You've been doing so well.
Respond to let me know you got this message.
I don't think of you any lower but I know I will think of you better if you're able to keep your promise.
Yours truly. <3*