blahness

[spice_n_suga]

so tonight was weird..i duno..a good word to describe it would be "bittersweet"

i ended it..i thnk..i dont know..but to all endings bring new beginnings..hopefully good ones...

it's funny..i tried soo hard for so long..and when i finally got him..i didn't want it..

i wasn't satisfied

maybe there's something wrong w/ me

im going 2 weeks nicole..and this time i mean it!

today was o so long..and tues-thurs will be exactly the same..