I am made of a lot of suck.
I just wrote a letter by hand that was about five pages long telling someone how I felt, about everything about them, since the beginning up until now.
I riped it into pieces because it’s not like I’d be able to ever give them the letter anyways, and I’m too much of a chicken in worry that if they ever saw the letter they’d distance themselves from me and think I’m a freak.
I suck.
I'm sorry the only posts you usually see from me as of late are either memes or stupid shit like this. It's just. I'm tired of feeling inadequate. I'm tired of being here at home. The stupid people I deal with at school. The stupid teachers I deal with there. Stupid emotions.
I feel like I want to make all the people close to me happy, but I feel if I can't even keep up with what's going around me I'm just letting people down on that end. I wish I could just take a week vacation from life or something.
I riped it into pieces because it’s not like I’d be able to ever give them the letter anyways, and I’m too much of a chicken in worry that if they ever saw the letter they’d distance themselves from me and think I’m a freak.
I suck.
I'm sorry the only posts you usually see from me as of late are either memes or stupid shit like this. It's just. I'm tired of feeling inadequate. I'm tired of being here at home. The stupid people I deal with at school. The stupid teachers I deal with there. Stupid emotions.
I feel like I want to make all the people close to me happy, but I feel if I can't even keep up with what's going around me I'm just letting people down on that end. I wish I could just take a week vacation from life or something.
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