Why oh why

[sphinxofthenile]

Gods. I really really had to pick a metal song to perform? Like, seriously?

Gods, sometimes I think I'm such a fucking imbecile. ;_;

Tomorrow. DO NOT WANT. DX

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Comments

[mako_pretty]

*hugs tight*

[sphinxofthenile]

Gawd, your icon is precious. ♥

*clings to*

[mako_pretty]

It is cute, and you can do it. Just hang in there, and try to stay calm. ♥

*Cuddles up*

[chibipinkbunny]

Wow, that's pretty daring. Well, I'm guessing you picked it for some good reason, like you wanted a challenge? Are you performing solo in front of a group? Gah, that sounds nervewracking.

As a child I used to freak out performing dance solos. One time I freaked out so much I forgot my dance -_______- The anxiety was HORRIBLE. I'm an anxious person to begin with so my anxiety levels during those moments were through the roof. *sigh*

Give yourself some sort of treat after it's over :) You certainly deserve it!

[sphinxofthenile]

It's mostly the friends and families of the other students, so it's not a very big deal. But yeah, it's still kind of nerve wrecking. LOL

I needed to pick a fast song and I thought I would do something absolutely unexpected. Oh well, I'll know better next time.

[elkica]

So, how did it go? You were amazing, right?

[sphinxofthenile]

Amazing is not quite the word I would use. It wasn't a very good year, and I think it shows. Also, the sound was pretty damn horrible and the control wasn't working, so...

But I will upload some samples now that I have the files.

[elkica]

Looking forward to hear them and to judge on my own. :)