Facing fears...
I hate clowns. I hate them, I don't think they are natural, they are just plain creepy as hell. People who dress as clowns are, in my opinion, f*cked up. (No offense to anyone out there who are clowns or anything.) I had a very bad experience with one when I was little and have never been able to deal with clowns. This is where the "facing fear" comes in:
I love the show Supernatural. I have seen every episode. I watch it every week. This week, the shows evil creature?? A human-flesh eating clown. Only the kids can see it. It comes to the house and then rips the parentals to pieces. My fear and hatred of clowns and my love of Supernatural have met. I can't miss the episode because it is the second episode of the season and there are always important things to absorb. However, I saw the clown in the preview and it is SERIOUSLY creepy. How do I do this?? I can't watch, but I can't miss. So, instead, I am at my computer, writing this post and surfing the net, LISTENING to the episode. The freak doesn't talk, so I don't have to hear it. Perhaps it isn't FACING my fears, per say, but this is the closest I have come to watching something with a clown since I was five. So I guess that is a step in the overcoming of my, what some people have called irrational, fear.
Alright, I have just woken up from a freaking clown filled nightmare. I completely regret even LISTENING to the damn episode. Every time I look out the window, I expect to see that freaky, demonic smiling face! GODDAMN CLOWNS!! I think that I will be staying up for a little while now in hopes that, if I get tired enough, I can go back to sleep without that agent of the DEVIL making an appearance.
I love the show Supernatural. I have seen every episode. I watch it every week. This week, the shows evil creature?? A human-flesh eating clown. Only the kids can see it. It comes to the house and then rips the parentals to pieces. My fear and hatred of clowns and my love of Supernatural have met. I can't miss the episode because it is the second episode of the season and there are always important things to absorb. However, I saw the clown in the preview and it is SERIOUSLY creepy. How do I do this?? I can't watch, but I can't miss. So, instead, I am at my computer, writing this post and surfing the net, LISTENING to the episode. The freak doesn't talk, so I don't have to hear it. Perhaps it isn't FACING my fears, per say, but this is the closest I have come to watching something with a clown since I was five. So I guess that is a step in the overcoming of my, what some people have called irrational, fear.
Alright, I have just woken up from a freaking clown filled nightmare. I completely regret even LISTENING to the damn episode. Every time I look out the window, I expect to see that freaky, demonic smiling face! GODDAMN CLOWNS!! I think that I will be staying up for a little while now in hopes that, if I get tired enough, I can go back to sleep without that agent of the DEVIL making an appearance.