Yea Yea im still alive
Man where do i begin
The past couple weeks i've been workin and hanging out with people mostly
As of now i dont really go online too much now
If i ever go online its on my EnV to go on myspace to check my emails and such
So anyway mostly right now is workin and chillin
I miss alot of people right now mostly Dani and Tina right now cause there out of the US. I really hope they make it back safe and sound.
I notice something lately in someones blog about things to be honest it kind of hit me alot when i read her blog about her thoughs about what she thinks about religion. To be honest i find this a lil true
I have no problem with people like this, but a lot of times people belive like this are some of the worst people you can encounter in life. No offence like I said I don't down them for beliving in the good lord, but when these people are away from the church they can be the most vicious and nastiest of all people.
I find this to be a true fact, because I am one to observe people and their actions everyday. I have come to a conclusion that a religious person can be the first one to curse you out in a minute. Not to mention many are nosey. They want to be the first to know your busness and make it their own. Not to mention they have serious attitude problems. Whatever happen to helping and caring for all people.
To be honest i find this a lil true maybe not for some people but for others that are like this its a lil true. Then again i know where's she's comming from about this cause of her experience. To me she is a really nice girl and a good person. I just wish she lived kind of close to jersey ;_;
As for today i dont know what i wanna do right now
I'm a lil annoyed kind of some people dont know when to leave ya the fuck alone. Even when you tell them to leave you alone they keep bothering you. It's really annoying im getting this close to changing my cell number as of now cause a certian someone never leaves me the fuck alone. I keep getting harrased about my lifestyle, my job, everything about myself pretty much. I hate it when people tell me oh you cant play this this this this thsi this and this. It's a fucking free country i can do whatever the fuck i want.
If i wanna watch anime or play video games when im home at night on my spare time with nothing to do then im gonna do that.
If my friends want me to hangout and play video games all night and joke around thats what im gonna do.
I wish people can accept me for me ya know but i guess no one cant lately.
I'm just gettin to the point where if you wanna be my friend then hey go for it. If your going to harrass me about my job, my lifestyle, and such 24 fucking hrs a day then you are not my friend but someone who is annoying the hell out of me and it will tick me off. Especially when i tell you to leave me alone and you keep bothering me thats not a friend but one of those annoying flies who keep hovering over your food when your outside eating......................
As of today im not goin to seaside im probally gonna go to wildwood or something. I need to get away for a day just to to think to myself without people harrassing and bothering me for one day.
No im not being anti-social i just want to be alone for a while thats all.
Also i come to a conclusion
As hard as this may sound but i dont wanna lose anymore friends
So as of now im gonna keep all my friends that i have except like 1 or 2 who dont share anything in common. All they do i corrupt my mind with bad thoughts.
This is what i think now im tried of sheding tears all the time
I already have health problems and i dont need anymore adding up due to stress and depression.
I also wanna take the time to thank everyone who is supporting me about my weight and such. It really means alot to me.
I'm gonna get washed up and probally headout somewhere for the whole day thinking about thoughts and everything just enjoying a day to myself really cause i need it.
The past couple weeks i've been workin and hanging out with people mostly
As of now i dont really go online too much now
If i ever go online its on my EnV to go on myspace to check my emails and such
So anyway mostly right now is workin and chillin
I miss alot of people right now mostly Dani and Tina right now cause there out of the US. I really hope they make it back safe and sound.
I notice something lately in someones blog about things to be honest it kind of hit me alot when i read her blog about her thoughs about what she thinks about religion. To be honest i find this a lil true
I have no problem with people like this, but a lot of times people belive like this are some of the worst people you can encounter in life. No offence like I said I don't down them for beliving in the good lord, but when these people are away from the church they can be the most vicious and nastiest of all people.
I find this to be a true fact, because I am one to observe people and their actions everyday. I have come to a conclusion that a religious person can be the first one to curse you out in a minute. Not to mention many are nosey. They want to be the first to know your busness and make it their own. Not to mention they have serious attitude problems. Whatever happen to helping and caring for all people.
To be honest i find this a lil true maybe not for some people but for others that are like this its a lil true. Then again i know where's she's comming from about this cause of her experience. To me she is a really nice girl and a good person. I just wish she lived kind of close to jersey ;_;
As for today i dont know what i wanna do right now
I'm a lil annoyed kind of some people dont know when to leave ya the fuck alone. Even when you tell them to leave you alone they keep bothering you. It's really annoying im getting this close to changing my cell number as of now cause a certian someone never leaves me the fuck alone. I keep getting harrased about my lifestyle, my job, everything about myself pretty much. I hate it when people tell me oh you cant play this this this this thsi this and this. It's a fucking free country i can do whatever the fuck i want.
If i wanna watch anime or play video games when im home at night on my spare time with nothing to do then im gonna do that.
If my friends want me to hangout and play video games all night and joke around thats what im gonna do.
I wish people can accept me for me ya know but i guess no one cant lately.
I'm just gettin to the point where if you wanna be my friend then hey go for it. If your going to harrass me about my job, my lifestyle, and such 24 fucking hrs a day then you are not my friend but someone who is annoying the hell out of me and it will tick me off. Especially when i tell you to leave me alone and you keep bothering me thats not a friend but one of those annoying flies who keep hovering over your food when your outside eating......................
As of today im not goin to seaside im probally gonna go to wildwood or something. I need to get away for a day just to to think to myself without people harrassing and bothering me for one day.
No im not being anti-social i just want to be alone for a while thats all.
Also i come to a conclusion
As hard as this may sound but i dont wanna lose anymore friends
So as of now im gonna keep all my friends that i have except like 1 or 2 who dont share anything in common. All they do i corrupt my mind with bad thoughts.
This is what i think now im tried of sheding tears all the time
I already have health problems and i dont need anymore adding up due to stress and depression.
I also wanna take the time to thank everyone who is supporting me about my weight and such. It really means alot to me.
I'm gonna get washed up and probally headout somewhere for the whole day thinking about thoughts and everything just enjoying a day to myself really cause i need it.